phoenix_arose: (boondock- the question)
any one know anything about how to take care of/trim bradford pears and silver Maple trees?

the pears need to be trimed and i need to figure out what the heck we should do with out poor maple

i can supply pictures if that help

phoenix_arose: (wrath)
after  a really frusterating evening i have rearranged the pantry at our house - 2 of 3 shelves are now labled  James and Lindsey food only, there is a shelf for "community food" and a shelf labeled and split 4 ways for the 4 room mates, they can stave to death for all i care  the fridge has also been rearranged and a labled  for our food on one side and other peoples stuff on the other side

Todfay i came home and hear people bitching that we spend money on food and bring "nothing home"  strange thing is they eat  tyhat "nothing" and then lave us with nothing to eat . this sucks  i spant alot of yesterday attempting to figure out where all our money gets off to. i ran a budget and  we should have about 200 a week left over for fun things even if onlty one roomamte paid . now that i have rearranged the food stuffs i've discovered that the reason JAemsand i are broke is b/c the the roomamtes who don't pay for food eat all of ours, so we are feedeing  1 preggo chick, 1 deit specific male(my hubby) and 4 garbage disposals also known as room mates they eat liek  teenagers andy one feeing more than one teenage male and appericaite how many grocheries that can be in a month  it's costing us over 300 that's where our money keeps goign to

hopfulyl  this will be step one  of several in them getting their shit straight or getting the fark out of my house

 next steps are
1. raise rent , we ar enot chargin them enought as we are also their maid and lawn service and we probide them with tyolettries as well, basically we are  a hotel  ..... we need more money to be a hotel plus or mortgage goes up next month

2. enforce pasyingh on time  and add late fees

3. post notes all ove the ohuiosue about how they need to turn off lights and not mess with the themastat, enforce the comptuer must hibernate during the day  this iscludes the  oversized CRT moniters that go with them

4. if you borrow our cars you put gas back in them, i'm tired of not having gas b/c our cars get barrowed
phoenix_arose: (Default)
and since no one else cares ..... now i understand that i would have start selling drugs to afford a house like these in Austin but i can dream right ?


Aug. 12th, 2006 09:37 pm
phoenix_arose: (lust)
I have a house !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 there wiil be a packing and moveing parties there will be food you bring the booze =)

* thinks fondly of the day i can actually do ther happy dance *

 in other new's this is 48 hoursd with no drugs ( i'm not  out) i'm in a lot of pain everywhere, but it's hard to judge if you are really better if your druged on anti -inflamitories and pain killers 24 /7. i'm gouign to take them tonight so i can sleep better and it need t make a last appointment with the PT  to see about gettig more visits  as i don't have my knee back yet

And my benifits check ( it's a joke ) but it's here still not real pay check

 more on the house later

post mortem

Aug. 9th, 2006 08:30 pm
phoenix_arose: (Elizabeth rain)

 So  this guy e-mail back right way i think i'm goignto go look at the place tomorrow

 here's the responce
Large dogs are very welcome with a $700 total deposit($350 per
dog with 1/2 refundable). If needed, you can spread the paying of the pet
deposit over a few months. If you would like to view a unit give me a call
and we will set something up for tomorrow or later this week :)

 *breathes a huge giant sigh of relief* large dogs are okay  yes her know's they are danes  


Brand New-appliances, paint (inside & out), ceiling fans, fixtures, flooring and resurfaced cabinets & counter tops!! Very close to shopping, grocery stores, freeways, parks, schools, Dell, and much more!! 3 bed 2 bath, garage, private backyard, fireplace, gas cooking/stove, w & d hook up, refrigerator with ice maker, microwave, dishwasher, disposal, front & backyard maintained by landlord, large pets OK, will work with credit, etc. **Only a $400 Deposit!** Please contact me to view. Michael Martin "Licensed Real Estate Agent for over 17 years" 512-450-2137. My services are completely FREE!

  • yes -- cats are OK - purrr
  • yes -- dogs are OK - wooof
  • this is in or around Louis Henna-I-35
  • no -- it's NOT ok to contact this poster with services or other commercial interests

phoenix_arose: (bite me)
this is one of those days i want to curl up and die so that i can move on to dealing withthe next frucked up thinkg that is going on in my life this week

So my land lord has not been paying the morgage ... my house is in for coloser i am moving at months end - where ..... that's a fine question

there is no one here i can talk to about any of this and the person who should be supporting me appeantly thinks caring means being to busy to call me backa nd talk to me about shit well thanks you matt for you help and support today that's just perfect -

how's in austin are all out the right price range a i am goignto have to be on the lease by my self - i have two dogs ( thanks again Matt) that can't be put in a apartment and i can't affpord to move my house hold cloer in for the same $$$

Today is a day not to dick with me as i'm am littler all at the end of my rope
phoenix_arose: (i'll wait)
Ofically the PT is paying off ..... i walked very slowly up and down the stairs at my house yeaster day multipule times - i'm not saying i did it wel or fast or that it didin't hurt but i did it =) it's progress also on friday i walked down the stairs slowly and not too painfully =)

Healing is happening very slowly i and i can feel it my legs are getting stronger and i need to do my "homework" so that it keeps getting better faster there is maked inmprovement inthe bruises too soon i will be back up and danceing it will be good

I spend yesterday after noon at my ouse gettign the cable back up and the net work up and running i had to uninstaqllthe Mcafee to get it working but - that's okay i needed to get the phones to work and i'll have dad re install the Mcafee so that the computer is happy again =)

the housei also much cleaner there was aalot of dust in the house that needd to be swept and moped and the wood ned cleaned and polish and the energy was crappy so i light the house hold candle and someincense and did a mini grounding centering cleaning ritual for my house so that when i come home it won't be all wonky still

Talked to matt Last night that was very very vey good for me and and think excelant for both of us - i ned to be looking in to the cheapest flight i ccan get out to AZ in sept and i need to req off (done) hope fully i get it hope fully i have enought vaction by thn not to worry toomuch about it

i am desperately ready to see him it's getting better every day it's not perfect - but i don't need perfection =)


Jul. 28th, 2006 07:41 am
phoenix_arose: (Austin)
So i had to go out ot feed my dog last night - i spend too much on dog stuff but you know i know dallas is gettign a food that makes him happy and heathy also got them more treats and got austin a coller that actually buckles on so she will always have it on the other one always falls off i want to get Dallas a differnt coller too that is blue but that's a want not a need so it gets put off to another week month what ever. both dogs have food and they are difernt food so hopfully this will help budget and heath wise it's almost time for Dallas' yearly - so that needs to get budgeted in some time in set or oct - i need to get on line and order their heart worm and flea stuff. and i need to get contaners for their food so i can buy it in bulk and not have to worry about them running out on non pay week.

other than that i got the stuff to fix the dogs water dish maybe i need to looking to that bitter stuff to keep pets from bitting things (like the watter hose or i need to stop being cheap and get a second water bowl out there for them so that they can drink at the same time might be a better plan hopefully the new stuff will keep the hose fro leaking so damned much and therefore the water bill will be lower that would be nice =)

in otrher news welcome to super stressed lindsey wee this is fun back to work i go

i'm also not ready for my perts i totally tore up my legs / knees last night dealing with them =P

bad month

Jun. 27th, 2006 05:14 pm
phoenix_arose: (waiting)
I need some down time - i can't even begin to explain why i need down time. i thouhgt saide down time was goingto be this coming weekend .... it's looking like while an unintentional lie - lie it was - i needs must start planning for a trip to az in july as matt shall not be coming home this weekend - and actally ther most upsetting thing was is i told his dog *hangs head* thisa might souind like a load of crap but the dog was excited about this ffact  and now well shit i feel like i've lied to a kid. crap -

tit's been a month for hell actaully - today ended in begging for an extetion on water and electrictiy tilli get paid - b/c either the bank or matt didn't come threu on something that was supposed to be done yesterday

i am also tired of my family  b/c they seem to think reminding me that this stuff has not been taken care of is the best way to fix the problem well should any of them be reading this it's not iuf you think it's frusterating to watch me suffer with this -m imagine suffering and someone kicking you inthe stomach that's kinda how it feels - i undserstand we are all upset that no oners can call me - but picking at me about it's not going to fix it - you wanna talk to me make a no strinhgs money offer ... other wise back off

sigh - by sept things are goingto bbe great again - life will be looking up it will get okay

it will get okay
it will get okay
it will get okay

sigh -

I'm really disapoint personally too about matt not coming home  - it's not like he has much control over it i just  i just got my hopes up that's all  i shouldn't have i knew better. i feel like a little kid it's really not THAT huge of a deal i just well shit it's been a bad month
phoenix_arose: (i'll wait)

.. you wanna make plans with me ... drop me an e-mail ahead of time - i have web access at work i compusively check daily 

the modem is busted  the power light on my surf board is blinking my hand book says that means it performign internal diagnoistics .. it's can't have been doning that for 3 days - there is not reset button on the box and i hafve unplugged it and re plugged it ni 

so i'm sscrewed for atleast an other day or so till i can get tech suppodrt on the line and they can figure out how this needs to be fixed 

the guru at my mom's house says that the cable signal isn't loud enought and it's likely not a ahrdware issue ..... i'lll beleive it when i see it but if  any of you techie people out there have expeiance with 

Motorola SURFboard® Cable Modem (SB5120)

MOT   SB5120

please let me know what you think =) i have a blinking green power light
phoenix_arose: (grand canyon)
So yeah the head noise - not only is it wow ugly in here it's loud and it's making me crazy, strike that crazier

i have this nigglling feeling that matt's seeing someone in AZ - i can't prove it one way or another, so i'm left trying to trust him. The trust was broken over the winter and it's not really strong again yet so just taking his word for it - very hard to do. It's not like i can go check it's not like i have any way to check i just have to have faith.

Faith .... i'm feeling a little weak in that area lately al round - I'm afraid to surrend to Bast b/c i don't know where the road goes but the part of it i can see doesn't look fun happy or comforting. And normally i can roll with what ever path she is calling me down but i am so tired of fighting

I'm fighting with my bio family about matt and whether or not he's any good for me
i'm fighting to convence the one person who kinda liked matt that it's not a bad as looks right now - b/c it's not
I'm fighting with my self - b/c it really hard to stand here and clain tobe rational about my life and choises when even one around me who cares about me says it's bad then why am i still standing here saying no really it's goignto be fine

and work is makeing me a basker case as well no one has any answers for me ..... they are starting to tell people whether they are in or out ... i stillhaven't heard word one - so i hope this is a good thing

and ... the head noise goes on -- weeeee
phoenix_arose: (strangely comfortable)
so it's been a bit
well b/c i have been excising the head noise to paper for matt to see. I'm not sure that this is a good idea - it's likely to make him run away and if he does it 's beter to know now that the head noise make him run.

Any way

I did get paid .. there were no slayings at the friut basket

i had lunch with R and it was good to see him - i think i might have freaked him out a bit 'cause i was feelign stand offish - i'm like thta when i'm working - i can't help it

i miss matt - there is no 2 ways about it and i want him home now

School - matt's 1st test is today *thinks good thoughts for him * he studies alot this prenvents us from talking as much as i would like to - which means its a good thing i'm here and he's there other wise the studing would not be happenening

flying matt likes it - i'm sure glad i'm here - 'cuase i'd worry too much they tech him how to stall his plane ... that to me seems stupid (cause i don't want him to die) i understand why they have to do it but if i was there i would be freaking out - thus it a good thing i'm here

Work - it's moving on it's a good job and i generally can laugh about it 99% of the time given that other 1% is composed of blinding rage or crying but i's mostly a good thing

pets - i'm about to get a second puppy also a great dane she's one and still a puppy - this will be fun =)

Head noise volume has been alternationg btwn 150 and 0 crying generally resets the head noise - i've been allowing my self to do that when feeling over welmed and it helps go figure - i'm also writing down the noise which has allowed me to evaluate it better

i've been thingking alot on what i want tin a life - i'm living short of what i want so i'm starting to make changes to imporve that but as i'm in a releation ship i need to comunicate that to Matt as well - hence the aformationed letters

that was 15 min - off to pimp for fruit
phoenix_arose: (pawn)
so.... i need a people to live with ... Matt wil be in Az or FL for the next 5mths- 1 year - and we are keeping the house it's a 2 bed one office/bed 2.5 bath in Cedar Park (north) and i don't wan to to be ther all by myself. also i have to very neeedy cats and a huge puppy all of which will love you to death

Why you ask well matt is goingto go back to schol to fly reginal jets =) it 's 5months to a year then he will be back he will be ack to visit dueing this period but i done want to have that huge house all to my self withte the 3 pets ....

*le sigh* T minus 3 weeks and counting
phoenix_arose: (Valenrian House)
house pics i promised you )


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