a few days late but i finally reclaimed one part of my house ( i have 4 boys and a cat so cut me some slack), the kitchen and have my offering to bridgid up - i have been cooking and cleaning for what feels like days - the next 2 day i think the kitchen staff has off
i also have been having alot of fear and an overwhelming feeling of being overwhelmed - James has been sick really sick and has missed alot of work. i'm very worried about his health right now and the soonest a specialist can see him is the 20th of feb - i'm hoping he holds up that long.
I drew runes today not out of a bag but mediated on and then drew the ones that came to mind - and from what i can tell they were 1. mystery/initiation 2. protection/communing with the gods 3. tempering/"need fire"/trial by fire and 4. endurance/inner peace. so i guess i just need to be strong and keep working hard.
i think that's it for now
