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[phoenix_arose]

i'm sorry i have to work ... i don't come from money and i like paying my rent on time
I'm sorry that work ran me late ... i need to the money

i'm hurt that you think that i'm not hungry and tired and missing you

i'm sorry you don't want to see me or sleep next to me because "it's late and you have to get up" ... i would have hoped that you would have gotten it by now that i like to sleep next to you

it hurts so much to be made to feel as thought you are an inconveniace and that spending time with you is not important and that you shouldn't have been working

so i got up and work the one non paying job today and then got called in to BBW because someone bailed .. which got in the way of seeing D. which cause me to get yelled at becuase

*ring*  ring* ring* Where have you been ?

I was at work .. i just got off ... my phonewas left at my grandmothers because i was in a hurry to get to work and forgot to pick it up

okay then well i'm fixing me a sandwich then going to bed

okay well do you want me come over

No to be honest i don't see the point .. i'm eating and then going to bed

okay well i'm sorry

Thurday then are ytou working thursdday

no

fine then

 

*ringsupposed to be calling ant* what do you want

sorry i got you by acident

no this is dave

no sorry honey i was was trying to find... never mind .. i'm sorry i called .. night

night

 

have i just lost my mind ... WTF

Comments

Break Throughs

[sitara.livejournal.com]

A wise man told me once that relationships evolve, and that before you can get to the next level of emotional intimacy, there is a breakdown, before the break through. It seems apparent, that there is a breakdown in meaningful communication between you two.

Re: Break Throughs

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

thank you that is some of the best advice i have gotten

Re: Break Throughs

[sitara.livejournal.com]

Let me know if you want to talk, anytime. I'm here for you, sweetie. {{{HUGS}}}

[nightdragon.livejournal.com]

honey... you've been complaining about breakdowns like this for a year now... perhaps it's time to find a breakthrough or drop the boy. *my two cents*

[crazyape.livejournal.com]

Well, I really haven't seen you two together, but every time I hear about him... he has hurt your feelings. So, I'm agreeing with Night Dragon. Plus it seems another person is interested!

[cubarican.livejournal.com]

I'm a sceptic with my own life and personal conflicts... but with others... I'm always hopeful. I'll say though, I've bitten my lip way too hard over things like this in the past: don't hurt yourself. we've yet to have that talk, the one where I was afraid I'd be too honest. it's perspective... but even I'm still hopeful. ' )