Phoenix Arose

that was the last straw
 the camels back broke


I finally burnt out at work


 today was no some much with the good day

 we have gone froom being stressed and tired , to my hair falling out , to my eye twiching, my body  just full on rejecting this job.

So apparently this is a tough gig.

It's a bit of a rat race - it all about rush rush rush and it's really hard to just leave it at the office at the end of the day

and when your not official fruit it really stucks - you don't have the great insurance, you don't have a permanent job, you have all this other stuff that you are worried about and for those of you who are not a masochist. This probably isn't the job for you

people are irrational mean and nasty all day b/c they feel entiled to b/c you are just some voice ( that is probably in inda) or you don't work for apple or a million other things

If you like fixing things this not the job for you 90% of the time - it's not something you have control over nor can you affect it

And do not take this job if you think that having sick time means you can calling sick or you don't like being chained to your desk 3 months a year


the benefits once your on rock - but seriously getting on board is hard

I F*ING HATE PEOPLE TODAY - THEY BY LEAPS AND BOUNDS LESS INTELLIGENT THAN NORMAL - I HAVE MENTAL HANDICAPED FRIENDS WHO ARE BRIGHTER AND SMATER THAN THESE PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have been declared not a real person been told i'm not listening and i just freakign had it up to here today - toaday is 2.5 hours in my day -


i'm sick and i know i can't get aproval to go home b/c we are "spikey" gah

I LOVE LOVE LOVELOVE my job i hate the people on the phnes today

Could everyone pause for a few min today around 10:30am and thing hired or green or job

i have an interview at the fruit basket - i am phsyically ill about it - so calm thougths are good too =)




aum aum aum

Dear Mr. customer

You have a "light bulb" and are complaining about the sound being staticy - this means one of two things you have the volume too high or you are really picky about sound quality. Either way it's in your power to control. In response to your question as to whether or not the headphones are good - they are perfectly acceptable the the are better ones on the market if you want great sound quality they start at about 99$ a set - have fun with that =)

Second, you purchased a 3rd party product from us on the web where it clearly states that you would want to contact that company for warranty and tech support. When I offered you the web page you told me that you have no computer - I find this hard to believe since you have to have one in order to get music on your "light bulb". Please make up a better lie next time this also begs the question if you are hearing static on you "light bulb" and you don't have a computer them perhaps there is nothing wrong with the ear phones you are listening to the magnetic pulses of the "light bulb” just being on which are kind of staticy.


Perhaps in the future you should not lie to your customer service people and learn how to read!

Many thanks!

Fruit Basket

so this is day one of my 7am-4pm shift - i feel like death - that's about ho i always feel at 7am - i haven't had any tea yet and i can't get my voice running which is kinda sucky since i answer phones for a living *smerk*

i pulled 17 jobs from the statesman last night i need to apply for and fax info to some of them - have i metioned that job hunting sucks? i'll get better with it once i get an interveiw or two - i need to send info out today via mail for one position. which means i need to print resumes - which means i should ask dad about that printer he has - i know i could have stuff printered at kinkos but i have burned my budget for the week so no $$ till pay day.


i bought the dogs a Kong http://www.kongcompany.com/worlds_best.html and ... the puppy is in love i bought the super tuff one b/c she chews alot - like at puppy hight no bark left on my trees. so here's hoping she stops chewing every thing in the yard

Thoughts on H.S. - come about while waiting on laura's show to start

highschool sweethearts: this is not an over rated experiance Crystal and Juan are hs sweethearts. It's a good and heathy thing, teachesyou to love and be open and accept love early. And when it works out in the longer run it's really great b/c if you can make it thru hs and college together thru allthe changes - they really will be there for you no matter what

It's a blessing to be that young it reminded me how bitter and jaded i really am about life and love- it's also firgening how bad people i think are bitter and jaded must be!
I also think i figured out what cause part of the issues with matt and i over x-mas - I am almost incapable of being young and stupid. I never really got to be i went from 5 to 30 and that didn't leave alot of time for sillimess or playing amd it left zero room for stupidity. Guys like that too - they like the silly young and stupid thing i can give that to any one. and maybe it's b/c no one has ever asked it of me - they just went else where for it - and as long as they tellme they are doing that it's fine - it's the hiding it thing that gets me. I was sitting in the "pit" with laura at intermission and her sr. sara was there with her s.o. who is in the army and they were playing he stole her sandwich and she stole it back and then he took her shoe and threw it across the pit and then she pleded and whine till he got it for her. It's a part of me that i'm not okay with and never had validated and i guess boys like that stuff i sould attempt to cultivate that in me. It is okay to be silly and act like a normal girl - i do not have to be perfect all the time. it's okay to blush - be embarassed it's good for you.

Just got back from a communication meeting they try to have them every 6 months or so - i really wanted to be excused from te meeting the agenda included all the things that they were going to be doing for the next 6 mothes to make x-mas more bearble this year - i won't be here so what do i care really that they are moving buildings for more better space in late july and that they have better planning and they wanted to thank us for our hard work (but not hire me ). I'm being stupid about this job thing - i need to focus my "work/job/career" engery away from the fruit basket and into finding a job but i still could get hired here so it's hard not to give 110% of me to this gig. to make my whole situation funnier they are goingto have an overflow call canter in MESA AZ - that's where matt is for those of you who don't know - it's not run my apple - but i thought about moveing out there in sept - i've decided not to but i still found that funny. i need to step up from 15 jobs a day to 30 - it's going to be hard to do but seriously would improve my chances of getting hired - i also need to go to book stores and see about getting hired there - *sigh* bcak from lunch now i go to work