taken from a private journal

Warning below is a REALLY random -

i am wanting to cut - not deep but decoratively - i am wanting to mark, in some way, my body - either tattoo work or branding or cutting. then i want go out and dance - wher everyone can see it -

 

i guess there is just stuff on the inside that is screaming to get out - and i want the world to see it - then i want dance in thanks for all that i have been given - i want the saddness the joy the love and desire - to float up to the goddess -

 

i also need to sit and think about how i feel about the level of celabacy i want to commit to... i think that what i'm really going to is every 2 monthes re-evaluate the whole situation because i think i'll need to i really wanna set a pace that is good for me.