Morning report

[phoenix_arose]

Daily lesson: nine of pents book says that a wealthy womean reflects on her life that she has built by herself - all her success brought by her hard work alone. i councels that should there be a point where someone comes into her she should not be afaird of the change.
MY thoughts: ever in the picture on the card her face is hard, like mine is fequently, and while she appears to be happy i'd think that the bird on her arm is perhas a symbol of the freedom she wishes she could have this pareticular card is a falcon - so it hunts on it's own for it's food and shelter - but is not tied to it there is no implied commitment between his food and him

Mood: i'm determined this morning - also very excited harry pottter parys are aboutnd and i'm looking forward to all of them


Dreams: non thank goodness i'm trying to sleep better - i'm trying to put myself in a meditaive state before trying to lay down


Thoughts - i have a very long post from yesterday and i wll be posting it later today whe i finish it - it's a real post watch out - i'm vey edgy about work it's kinda hard to figure out who is in charge of what here. but that's okay - the bills are getting paid life is better - we are going to start concentrating on getting our life up and going
i had an adult converstion that didn't blow up in my face yesterday - i told Matt how i felt and why and he didn't leave me ._. wow ._. that's like never happened before - how ever i still felt like he might which is not healthy but i did tell him so that is a step in a heathy directin for me at least.

Comments

a few words

[funny-lil-loser.livejournal.com]

I've never thought your face was hard. You have a radiant smile that is very contagious. Well, except when you're woken up by noisy boys or cats at 3 in the morning....maybe a little bit of a hard face there, but understandably so. Never the less, I think you are a wonderful person, truly. And as far as the whole girl thinks her boyfriend is gonna break up with her thing, well in my vast encompassing knowledge of relationships (that'd be 2 for those of you who are keeping track) I've discovered that most girls (2 out of 2) go through those moments of insecurity, where they feel like the guy might leave, and then question themselves, or their love because of it. As far as all that stuff goes, I don't know, just try to be happy. You should go and smell a flower!

Re: a few words

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

hmm very wise words - thank you Jay flowers at the office - that's the answer -i am happy and i'm coming to the party at leat for a few min - i'll kave a couple of minors in tow so i won't saty long we should hang out soon