I've got a feeling I'm a fire boar. just a hunch, but I'll look it up later. or am I rat. crap I can't remember.
it was good to see you. sorry I wasn't ready for sunlight or social contact. I hope the campout was as awesome for you as I hear it was for everyone that's reported so far.
when you see my recent post you'll understand where I'm coming from with this... I really appreciate your frienship. there's a lot of really cool history that we share that is just, I can't describe it. (I looked up a bunch of Burnet people on myspace... and I am feeling... enlightened, maybe?)
I missed out on camping for a short list of internal and elusive reasons. the biggest theme so far is that I am trying to discover part of me, this new, semi-independent, happy bread of Sam. part of that goal was sorta "let the campout happen without me." sorta of like fasting, in a way, I guess. the result of which came to me throughout the course of today and I'm making progress.
skipping out on the campout was a positive thing. and I feel so tuned into the happiness and goodness that's in my life right now. and I can't stop thinking about it!
anyway, anyway. blah. this is me just being wacky ol' me, but on a better defined, more identified level of self.
afterall, you're sorta responsible for getting me into this paganism, enlightenment, camping, and group of friends. doesn't that make you a Sam saint or something like that? lol.
anyway, I'll let you know what I am when I find out. but for now... this is fire boar... over and out. lol.
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Date: 2006-05-22 09:30 am (UTC)I've got a feeling I'm a fire boar. just a hunch, but I'll look it up later. or am I rat. crap I can't remember.
it was good to see you. sorry I wasn't ready for sunlight or social contact. I hope the campout was as awesome for you as I hear it was for everyone that's reported so far.
when you see my recent post you'll understand where I'm coming from with this... I really appreciate your frienship. there's a lot of really cool history that we share that is just, I can't describe it. (I looked up a bunch of Burnet people on myspace... and I am feeling... enlightened, maybe?)
I missed out on camping for a short list of internal and elusive reasons. the biggest theme so far is that I am trying to discover part of me, this new, semi-independent, happy bread of Sam. part of that goal was sorta "let the campout happen without me." sorta of like fasting, in a way, I guess. the result of which came to me throughout the course of today and I'm making progress.
skipping out on the campout was a positive thing. and I feel so tuned into the happiness and goodness that's in my life right now. and I can't stop thinking about it!
anyway, anyway. blah. this is me just being wacky ol' me, but on a better defined, more identified level of self.
afterall, you're sorta responsible for getting me into this paganism, enlightenment, camping, and group of friends. doesn't that make you a Sam saint or something like that? lol.
anyway, I'll let you know what I am when I find out. but for now... this is fire boar... over and out. lol.