phoenix_arose | goals update and yoga news

I - A certain someone posted something today that cut and hurt and my heart wants to reach out to them and i can't for several of the above reasons I have reached a healthy place with this - i'm letting the univese have control- but i want this delt with and soon - be prepared

II - Balls to the wall is a sucky way to live life - i think this is wisdom knocking heads with youth - i know i should stop and full up my soul but i can't becuase i'm running too fast. I have S L O W E D down alot - my body is starting to feel better - it got really sick for a few days but then begain getting better - yoga is a good thing though

III - Soul feels drain - this means i need to do more yoga/faith/ spirit related stuff again or spend more time with people who can help with that Problem sovled Thank you world, Matt, Old friends, and new friends

IV - I feel unhappy with my state of socialization - basically i'm tried off hiding and want to get back out there - not in the dationg sence of theings but in the hanging around with friends kinda way. stupid work - this is still not good

V - I need to dance more!!! - i want more time with the goddess dancing - this is why i like going to clubs i can merge with the goddess and if i want to dance by myself i can and if i need to merge with the god i can bring Matt. went to ellysium - didn't like how it felt - or how i felt - i think i didin't take enought time to get ready. "going out dancing" is a ritual for me and when you do a rush job on it gets all weird so i need a fridaya nd saturday off so i can take a couple hours pick out the clothes i want to wear and take a bath and get all pretty

VI -must find someone to chant with - still need a chanting partner

I found that i have a couple of werid places in my body that are really weak ! grr must fix that what inspires this you ask ? i feel over in my yoga class this morning =P