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you ever notice as a person you set up rules for your self .... thisng you will or won't allow your self to do for any reason .. sometimes you don't even know why that is any more ...
1. never look at rings it will just make you unhappy in the long run - any rings and if you are going to look at them NEVER EVER do it in the preance of a male. There is a good reason for that - 1st i dont wanna get my hopes up, it's easy to do and i hate being let down. 2nd they might be fool enought to buy the damn thing.
the 1st time i broke that rule he wa infact fool enought to buy the ring and it didn't work out - it fucked his and mine when he told me later. not pleasnt for either of us
i hve broken my rule for the second time - this time i risk doing both - the fool buying the damn thing and second getting my hopes up. it's really pretty ... you know i never used to like diamonds
2. don't look at thing couples usaly buy together untill there is a ring on your finger.... at least one ring . It prevents you from haing to figure out who gets the bed and china when you break up.
broke that rule this week too .... i'm looking at beds flat ware and diches .... i suppose i'm starting to beleive the myth - or something like that
3. never ever let some one support you in $$$ till you are with both rings.... blew that too - he's freaking stubbern that way. i supose he's right he's just paying for the things he'll be using at the house i'm okay with that
why did i ever make these rules .... i don'r know i have a hard time beleiveint htat poeplle really do get old together so i suppose thatis part of it ..... and moom messed up alot that way .. who knwa but i'm breakingallthe rules now
In other news .... i came to the realizarion today that most of the upper amagement and corperate don't have college degrees - or if they do it's a 2 year in what ever.... see since they promote from with inthe company ir's just not that damned important. Are you intellegant, are you capable, do you want to get a head? if the answer is yes than you can goo a long way. why is this important you ask ... Matt just got a promotion .. and i got my raise. YAY for me a whole .25 but that gets backdated to the 10th of october... so i get a whole month of work back pay inthe next 2 weeks tht sucks! NOT i'm also lined up to go for the OPS manager in teaining- alothough i think there is someone else who wants it and i undertand why but eh who knows i want it i'm going for it that's that - even if i don't get it till after x-mas i'm kinda okay with that. interesting thing .... there is a sales manager and an ops manager postion open in the Vegas store. Young married couple with no kids in Vegas for the 1st 2-3 years of marraige... that would be hard not even a little bit.
i think i have fianlly settled on a OB/GYN ke delivered my cousins and my bro .. both my aunt and mom iked him so that willbe who i start with i think i'm goig to set an appt. with the other one just to talk to her and see but who knows ... any way - 1stthings 1st mom married then me and anna ... then kiddos then .. my own store ... yeah that will work maybe who knows should call the anna girl soon
I here in the wide world that i am missed or something ... people are dating and i got some verion of "i'm sorry" from others
i realize that perhaps the way i choose to deal with my life is notthe way that other would prefer that i deal with it but hell it's the only way i know how . so that's how i do it
i think th's is probly enought for one night
kisses and hugs to those who have missed me and want them
1. never look at rings it will just make you unhappy in the long run - any rings and if you are going to look at them NEVER EVER do it in the preance of a male. There is a good reason for that - 1st i dont wanna get my hopes up, it's easy to do and i hate being let down. 2nd they might be fool enought to buy the damn thing.
the 1st time i broke that rule he wa infact fool enought to buy the ring and it didn't work out - it fucked his and mine when he told me later. not pleasnt for either of us
i hve broken my rule for the second time - this time i risk doing both - the fool buying the damn thing and second getting my hopes up. it's really pretty ... you know i never used to like diamonds
2. don't look at thing couples usaly buy together untill there is a ring on your finger.... at least one ring . It prevents you from haing to figure out who gets the bed and china when you break up.
broke that rule this week too .... i'm looking at beds flat ware and diches .... i suppose i'm starting to beleive the myth - or something like that
3. never ever let some one support you in $$$ till you are with both rings.... blew that too - he's freaking stubbern that way. i supose he's right he's just paying for the things he'll be using at the house i'm okay with that
why did i ever make these rules .... i don'r know i have a hard time beleiveint htat poeplle really do get old together so i suppose thatis part of it ..... and moom messed up alot that way .. who knwa but i'm breakingallthe rules now
In other news .... i came to the realizarion today that most of the upper amagement and corperate don't have college degrees - or if they do it's a 2 year in what ever.... see since they promote from with inthe company ir's just not that damned important. Are you intellegant, are you capable, do you want to get a head? if the answer is yes than you can goo a long way. why is this important you ask ... Matt just got a promotion .. and i got my raise. YAY for me a whole .25 but that gets backdated to the 10th of october... so i get a whole month of work back pay inthe next 2 weeks tht sucks! NOT i'm also lined up to go for the OPS manager in teaining- alothough i think there is someone else who wants it and i undertand why but eh who knows i want it i'm going for it that's that - even if i don't get it till after x-mas i'm kinda okay with that. interesting thing .... there is a sales manager and an ops manager postion open in the Vegas store. Young married couple with no kids in Vegas for the 1st 2-3 years of marraige... that would be hard not even a little bit.
i think i have fianlly settled on a OB/GYN ke delivered my cousins and my bro .. both my aunt and mom iked him so that willbe who i start with i think i'm goig to set an appt. with the other one just to talk to her and see but who knows ... any way - 1stthings 1st mom married then me and anna ... then kiddos then .. my own store ... yeah that will work maybe who knows should call the anna girl soon
I here in the wide world that i am missed or something ... people are dating and i got some verion of "i'm sorry" from others
i realize that perhaps the way i choose to deal with my life is notthe way that other would prefer that i deal with it but hell it's the only way i know how . so that's how i do it
i think th's is probly enought for one night
kisses and hugs to those who have missed me and want them
