tonight is better

tonight is better

matt and brad and anna are on the floor playing cards..... both brad and anna are smiling yay for smiling friends - moomy and anna both got me very wonderful gifttie things full report later


weeeeeeeeeee

Giftties

Matt giftties:
Tea kettle
Tea chest(full of tea)
yoga mat and carring bag
go back to chest see small brown box with diamond and sasphire earrings inside

Mom giffies
Scarf and hat (not on my head today what was i thinking)
amy brown book and suncatcher
Mom's mom gifftie
Nighty in black

Matt's family giftties
Plates and the rest of the dishes we wanted
pops gave us the $$$ for tyhe portrats that we had done


Dad's family giftties........


those will have to wait till my birthday ..... we will be having hobbit birthday

looking back

.... is very strange - looking back makes me wonder - makes me tyhing make me wish i could change things - just a bit - bnit i will let go i won't worry about it - it will get better and that part that feels like it's missing will be whole again .....


or


it will fester and hut and fill with puss that will eventually pop in some strage way and i will heal from the inside out and deal with a hard choise -


or i could be crazy and just dreaming against hope

seems fitting today i should find this... i just think it's pretty

( pretty picture )