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okay 1st day bravly taking payment calls - it sucks i'm goignt ot be sick from nerves any second now and i have my interview in 40 min and i was running late this morning and i left my badge at home and only have 2 $$ for lunch - i'm not having a very happy lindsey day - hoping my inter view goes well

EDIT: i think that went well ... should haveben 30 min interview and was 20 ...... hmm okay then

prop 2 thoguhts

i voted noramlly voting is something in the passed ihave ignored b/c they issues were not near or dear to my heart. prop 2 passed when i went and voted yeasterday i knew that my vote wouldn't make that big of a differnce - but I went and voted anyway


when bush was elected for a second term ... i swore i'd leave the counrty - b/c i wold not live ina counrty run by that ass hat - i stayed b/c i staying allows me to make changes and fight for them but for me it's really a visible losing battle

you see my grandmother voted for bush .... b/c he's a nice guy and his with is nice too - she suppors the republican party 100% of the time - on everything

b/c i think in her own way she sees her way of life being threatened - she's not very good witht change as a matter of fact take me for instance


my whole family knows i'm pagan but my grandmother - doen't recognize it b/c she can't get it to fit in with her way of thinking so i'm just a free thingking christian and i have alot of werid freinds who are pagan b/c that fits for her - people like my grandma - are the reason that GW is still in office and prop 2 passed - other than shooting them all in the foot for being stupid and closed minded .... not sure how soon we can hope for a change -

kinda a sad day for me