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May. 6th, 2006 01:45 pmI ment ti post thisd sewveral days ago but haven't really had time to thiunk about it much less type about it .
I am blessed
*inserts a place holder for about a 1000 things*
Mostly what i wanted to put here was that i have family now. My relives don't all fallinto that catagory - ther's just toomuch between us for me to really com around to them - but my chosen family the never stop amazing me.
To that affect this week juan and Crystal propsed something that just warmed my heart .
THey (being responsible parents) have life insurance juan's going to D. and witht a secondardery one that goes to both D. and A. - Cyrsal's going to A. this was well and good. they are working on their wills (kinda would be disturbing had i not had one since H.S. - should be updated*note to self*) and can across the issue of who would take care of the boys if something happened to them both . they have honored matt and I by requesting that we be A. and D's foster parents should the need arise.
You have no idea how blown away i was - the answer is yes of course - and some how that made me alittle less nervous about what i would be like as a mother - i have alwasys feared that i would turn out like either of my parents - and to me that always was enouhgt to frighten me out of breeding. As i've gotten older i can see i'm differnt i see what i didin't like and how it can be changed - iam gentle and loveing to others childern and they get along with me great - but wow props to them to be fore thingking enought to know that this is not a decition to be made at a time of greif and sorrow and double wow they trust and love me (us) enought to have us take their childern .
that's all for today - get readt to go to laura's now
I am blessed
*inserts a place holder for about a 1000 things*
Mostly what i wanted to put here was that i have family now. My relives don't all fallinto that catagory - ther's just toomuch between us for me to really com around to them - but my chosen family the never stop amazing me.
To that affect this week juan and Crystal propsed something that just warmed my heart .
THey (being responsible parents) have life insurance juan's going to D. and witht a secondardery one that goes to both D. and A. - Cyrsal's going to A. this was well and good. they are working on their wills (kinda would be disturbing had i not had one since H.S. - should be updated*note to self*) and can across the issue of who would take care of the boys if something happened to them both . they have honored matt and I by requesting that we be A. and D's foster parents should the need arise.
You have no idea how blown away i was - the answer is yes of course - and some how that made me alittle less nervous about what i would be like as a mother - i have alwasys feared that i would turn out like either of my parents - and to me that always was enouhgt to frighten me out of breeding. As i've gotten older i can see i'm differnt i see what i didin't like and how it can be changed - iam gentle and loveing to others childern and they get along with me great - but wow props to them to be fore thingking enought to know that this is not a decition to be made at a time of greif and sorrow and double wow they trust and love me (us) enought to have us take their childern .
that's all for today - get readt to go to laura's now
