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Sep. 10th, 2005 04:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phoenix_arosei need to vent bad - i also need to nurtured and taken care of not fussed at or over - i'm a huge ball of stres if you poke me the wrong way right now i'm lible to just explode and kill or cry depending on the mood swing of the momonet. that's normalla kinda okay poking me th wrong way usallty talkes a lot - how ever right now you can jsut look at me funny i'm [-this-] close to loseing it all. actually now that i write that - it's probly how i look from the outside inside i'm holding on soo freaking tight afriad to let go bacuse i can't afford to drop the ball right now
i was driving back from Jay and Katya's place last night (thanks for inviting me !) and i started thinking abotu my dad -= it made me start crying - i was thinking about rituals that people have - i was remembering that most friday when we were kids my dad would pick us up from after school care and we would get slurpies at the 711 and begg him to take us in his elclipse over tickle tummy hill - you always knewit was abad week when there was no slurpie and the "fun way home" was totally out of the question. that is actually one of a few happy memories of my dad .... he used to get me pictures of scoby doo from his work for me to color ... werid so now i need to stop cause i'm getting all teary eyed
i need to go camping really bad i need to dance lots of dancing - i want tatoos too *sigh*
i was driving back from Jay and Katya's place last night (thanks for inviting me !) and i started thinking abotu my dad -= it made me start crying - i was thinking about rituals that people have - i was remembering that most friday when we were kids my dad would pick us up from after school care and we would get slurpies at the 711 and begg him to take us in his elclipse over tickle tummy hill - you always knewit was abad week when there was no slurpie and the "fun way home" was totally out of the question. that is actually one of a few happy memories of my dad .... he used to get me pictures of scoby doo from his work for me to color ... werid so now i need to stop cause i'm getting all teary eyed
i need to go camping really bad i need to dance lots of dancing - i want tatoos too *sigh*
