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[phoenix_arose]

i need to vent bad - i also need to nurtured and taken care of not fussed at or over - i'm a huge ball of stres if you poke me the wrong way right now i'm lible to just explode and kill or cry depending on the mood swing of the momonet. that's normalla kinda okay poking me th wrong way usallty talkes a lot - how ever right now you can jsut look at me funny i'm [-this-] close to loseing it all. actually now that i write that - it's probly how i look from the outside inside i'm holding on soo freaking tight afriad to let go bacuse i can't afford to drop the ball right now

i was driving back from Jay and Katya's place last night (thanks for inviting me !) and i started thinking abotu my dad -= it made me start crying - i was thinking about rituals that people have - i was remembering that most friday when we were kids my dad would pick us up from after school care and we would get slurpies at the 711 and begg him to take us in his elclipse over tickle tummy hill - you always knewit was abad week when there was no slurpie and the "fun way home" was totally out of the question. that is actually one of a few happy memories of my dad .... he used to get me pictures of scoby doo from his work for me to color ... werid so now i need to stop cause i'm getting all teary eyed

i need to go camping really bad i need to dance lots of dancing - i want tatoos too *sigh*

Comments

[theoldone.livejournal.com]

Will you be at Pallas Samhain?

[lancehunter.livejournal.com]

Just think to yourself:

It's just over a month 'till CMA. It's just over a month 'till CMA. It's just over a month 'till CMA.

Also, if you feel that dancing might help, there's always Body Choir.

Sorry I've been so lax in communicating. I know that I need to pick up those books soon.

[nightdragon.livejournal.com]

*hug*

we should do something to destress. *more hug*

[cubarican.livejournal.com]

hugs

life is like a pretty painting complete with smeared layers of shit as a medium.

I hope I can go camping this year. I need it too.

sigh. hugs again.

you're looking good and I'm very proud of you, how you've done something with yourself, living in a house and all.

Tatoos

[rsimon.livejournal.com]

I talked to the guy that does my tats, and he is supposed to have the colorations for my Anubis tatoo done by Wednesday. There have been whispers that it needs to be done by Samhain, and I have been trying to make sure it will be healed by then, just to be sure. So, probably by the next time you see me, I will have Anubis and his scale on my left ankle. My daughter said she needs a few more to keep ahead of me, but I don't think she will.

Re: Tatoos

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

very cool - i willhave to wait i'm hoping to get something done very very very soon *hugs*

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

i will althoughtu i will not be making in to CMA *hugs* can't afford the time off

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

it's cool i packed them some placwe e easy to get to - no CMA for me i will be a pallas - silly work

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

yes i think we should - now to find the time =)

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

well as eveident above i'm not going to make it to CMA how ever if you are you are still on my house hold so i will let you know who to talk to about getting the tix together

thantks like to think david would be pround to =)

[nightdragon.livejournal.com]

lunch on wednesday?

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

perhaps - if i'm al moved out or after woork coffee =)

[nightdragon.livejournal.com]

okay. i'm guessing not lunch unless i hear from you by 10 tomorrow... so just give me a call. :) (i usually take lunch around 11, but we could go after 2 if you want, i just need to know before i leave for lunch at 11. ;) ) or after work is good, too.

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

i call you tomorrow morning *hugs*