Nice to know i'm not alone

[phoenix_arose]

no onew at the house has been sleeping .... nice to know that we are not alone. work is getting better as the backlog of crap that my old manager didn't get done. the CEO of hollywood video basically put a bandaid on our money hemerage and started dumping a rediculas amount off money in to the company. so that was good - it was also kinda sad in a way.



Soundtrack/Ultimate electronics started out as a mom and pop(the pierces) place in arvada colorado..... they were high end Audio at the time and not so much TVs ..... as the chain grew they exspanded out of colorado and were forced to cahnge the stores out side of colorado to Ultimate because some mom and pop place in nevadathought that copyrighting the name "soundtrack" that would stop the company from coming in ... it didn't. now we are all over the middle part of the nation.


The Pierces had to sell out of the company before mr. ceo would buy in and aperantly if mr. ceo had not bought in to us the exact day that he did we would have been shut down, sorry no job no benifits ect...

So a great big thank you to mr CEO !


other than that i'm feeling a bit out of sorts but i have managed to identify what the deal is with that - i have just begun to take the steps nessicary to fix the problem.

1. Feeling isolated:
well okay work is a major contributing factor to this ... my schedual is not comaptable with anyones so i never see anyone anymore - it's a hassel when i do and i always feel so rushed. Also with added resposiblities at work i need to be around here more or at least close by incase someone panics. I still think people have staied way from many reasons that are still but - i am the 1st to admit that it could all be in my mind too. Matt's been preocupied with something and isn't talking to any one, including me - which makes mew feel kinda alone in the house. I have very few chick friends and the ones that i do have don't call mush any more or are too far away or are no comapable with my schedual.

2. Drowning in normalicy:
this one was so good from the other post i had that my kid brother wrote a song about it swem I am not getting to do any of the fun magical stuff i used to do when i lived with a bunch of witchy folks... yes i do miss them. Matt's not overly thrilled with with alot of them and they are not overly thrilled with matt and i think everyone who falls in to those catagories is acting like they are six. but i can't fix it so for a while i shall just getly involve my magic with my normal.



So to fix #1 i am having a party and contemplating a girls night at my place once a month ......
to fix #2 i am going to take Elements of Magic with Tejas Web(every monday for the next 6 weeks ) somewhere in south cental austin.

other tyhan that i'm not sure what the hell i'm going to fix the rest of every thing but i'm sure open to suggestions of we still love your just crazy comments

Comments

[lancehunter.livejournal.com]

It sucks to get stuck in the doldrums, doesn't it? Then again, it can't last forever. Good to see that you're taking action. (Personally, I'm sort of feeling the same thing, especially the isolation part. My answer to that is trying to start up a 20something Pagan Coffee night, and getting involved in the Burn community.)

Eventually, you'll find the happy medium between having stability and having fun. I exists, I swear!

Also, my schedule is still pretty open, so you can always feel free to call me up for coffee.

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

i know there is there used to be a spot like that but it had a lot of drama .... i don't want drama

[lancehunter.livejournal.com]

Okay, we can just change it from a happy spot between stability and excitement into the right happy spot in between stability and excitement. :)

[nightdragon.livejournal.com]

any time you have a group of people, you're gonna have drama, but my suggestion would be to make it a non-religious group. reason being, people fight over what they believe in.. a LOT. and that can cause drama more than anything.
i'd love to take part in a 20 something group, but something like the PCN stuff doesn't appeal to me in the least b/c i don't like organized religion and PCN is essentially organized religion. *shrug*

[jerosejr.livejournal.com]

Hey there! Workends are starting back up, and I know with retail you can't get off during the day very well, but I'll bet a deal could be worked where you "come help with dinner" and then hang out and see folks that night, stay over in the warm tent/bathhouse, then head back to Austin Sunday. Might help with a little of the isolation. Bear hugs!

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

that would first require a car .....how ever as soon as i have one i will definatly think about doing that

i also still have your silverware you said you wanted .. if you still want it