Today is a short day...
Apr. 27th, 2005 12:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phoenix_arosewhich is good cause i'm so tired. My body is sending me the message to STOP IT NOW and i think it's going to be a bit before i can accomidate it's needs.
Like so many of my friends i have a hard time schedualing my needs first, then commiting to other things. I like to make people happy and some times this cuases me to be streched WAY beyond my limit then i snap and everyone wonders why i didn't just stop before "then"and relax. I can there's too much stuff to be done *thinks seriously about lunch* So much stuff that my meals, on a good day, are happeneing once a day. Which i'm sure is contributing to my manic state, which has caused me to have insomia again, but last night my body just won out - Matt was sick and i know i should have gotten up and taken care of my poor boy but as i understand it from him - my brain was aware the he needed me and body just refused to get up.
I got fussed at for my earlier stated plan of forceing Ultimate to pay me the sereance package they owe me by taking a month off when all this is done. Apperntly this person didin't feel like it was eithical. Fine i will be contuning to plan on running my body in to the ground.
I spent part of this morning watching grease and then cleaning the store as i just couldn't take it any more - i am definatly going home early today
Like so many of my friends i have a hard time schedualing my needs first, then commiting to other things. I like to make people happy and some times this cuases me to be streched WAY beyond my limit then i snap and everyone wonders why i didn't just stop before "then"and relax. I can there's too much stuff to be done *thinks seriously about lunch* So much stuff that my meals, on a good day, are happeneing once a day. Which i'm sure is contributing to my manic state, which has caused me to have insomia again, but last night my body just won out - Matt was sick and i know i should have gotten up and taken care of my poor boy but as i understand it from him - my brain was aware the he needed me and body just refused to get up.
I got fussed at for my earlier stated plan of forceing Ultimate to pay me the sereance package they owe me by taking a month off when all this is done. Apperntly this person didin't feel like it was eithical. Fine i will be contuning to plan on running my body in to the ground.
I spent part of this morning watching grease and then cleaning the store as i just couldn't take it any more - i am definatly going home early today
