to the writers of the following

hush little baby girl... sweetest of dreams on a chariot of gold


and

When you're around there is no safety zone,
No net below to catch me if I fall
No lifeguard on duty, no one at all.
Just you and I at this table, alone
And unprepared for the way your tone
Of voice pulls at me like a siren's call.
I dream of you and I, having a ball,
Just letting go, giving in to unknown
Uncontrolled, unbelievably scary
Forces fighting every last drop of will.
'Cause you're like a highway with no guard rail
With curves that dare me to speed up, to bury
Worry away and let liquid lust fill
Both of our bodies. You make restraint fail.


thank you both i love them

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

so this is another boring update about yoga and if you don't find this interesting then please stop here and go on to something else

 

Karma

Karma sucks and not just in that - like instant Karma way - just studing it makes you think really hard  - and to save you the trouble don't EVER study it with a Yogi - we will fuck with your happy place in life - i think it's in the "yogi law" - must take perfectly conent peole and fuck with their outlook.

 

Live is a school - please graduate - me at 2:30pm 2/28/04

Samskaras - Impresstions on your "soul"  that you come "pre-programed" with  like who your parents are ; how long you live ; the kinda life you live; the people you will interact with

 

all that so you can try to work out some of your Karma - the whole goal here is to break the cycle of birth death and rebirth. in order to  do that you need to not engagein the fallowing things

1. Ignorance - which now that i have told you - you are no long ingnoant and there for Congrats!  you are on the path
2. Egoism - you over come this in several ways just gotta find the one that's right for you
3. Attachment to pleasure - well now hmm who isn't al little attached to pleaseure
4. Aversion to Pain - Pain is every where and this one kind is liked to pleasure
5. Clinging to Life - like a fear of  death - Death is a transition

to a Yogi pain and pleaure are one and the same thing

so now lets think about the kinds of Karma you can have - wait you didin't know there was more than one kind of Karma - silly you

Vartmana Karma - presant deeds that will come to fruition int he future

Paabdha Karma - Past actions being enacted now

Sanchita Karma - accumulated Karma - it's just waiting on a time and place to happen

so in other words Karma is like a Creidit Card from Hell it not only fallows you in this life but in to all your furture lives till it gets worked out

also Karmas can interact - yes all of us here are here because our karmas have brought us here because they think we will work best there to work out our collective Karmas

 

so some of you might be wondering what the hel this has to do with anythign going on in my life (wich i have been under tremendus stress and not talking to people about) i keep finding my self looking for the lesson and i can't seem to find it

dpes anyone know a Yogi Master who can read Karma - i would being willing to pay to get an idea why i'm here now - my pranyama isn't working and my asana practice is gettign so long at this piont i'm once again building muscle  instead of streching it out

so yeah those in the know - Karma sucks