what matt's doing .....

http://www.raaflightschools.com/index.asp
and now for a laugh

You Are Scooter

Brainy and knowledgable, you are the perfect sidekick. You're always willing to lend a helping hand. In any big event or party, you're the one who keeps things going. "15 seconds to showtime!"

The Muppet Personality Test

I am worth $2,018,112 on HumanForSale.com

window in to my head space .....

i went to yoga on thursday called "transformational yoga" - oh my god i am sore - it was like get a deep tissue masge - alot of the knots that i had were worked out and the toxins hiding in there. oh yes not a good feeling - wellit was good but i felt like a ton of bricks hit me - it pushed me and ws starting to clear some of the mental bull sh*t. In Theory when your practicing you are supposed to be focusing on your body. how ever they also teach you that emotions hid in muscle groups. this is also the 1st time ina long time that i have had a miror around while i practiced - which lets you get a super good look at your body. I found my self agruing with matt and kris and hating how my body looks not how it feels but how it appears inthe mirror *HATE* that ws kinda surprising to me ... normally i don't care but i found my self breating me for letting my body look this way .. the pudge around the middle, the chicken arms, the theights that are too fat and just what i found with out my glasses on i don't even what to think what would happen had i actual been able to see anyting.

I don't know if it was the risidual gym effect or what but that was not good. Also found my self going over all the mistakes i had made at work and telling my self that i wasnot good enought to be hired and also all the b.s with matt that come ina flood .. it was really not a good mental heath day.

I'm still feeling a little off about the whole thing and i am 100% sure that this is hormonal in part, but it's makeing me crazy !

i had a GREAT time last night at the party though - it was good to see every one there and just chat and play withthe kiddos .... yeas there wewer babies ther - i on't know why but kids just love me ... it's that mothering everyone thing i think ... sigh i really don't wanna be in that house by myself i would really rather get a smaller apartment that could just be mine - that way i wouldn't feel like i needed a room mate -- arg i don't know but i' all tense and upset feeling today

oh yes and agrivated at the boy - "i'll be right back " gdoes not mean coming bak at 1 am tomorrow mornig ..... stupid males

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i did it i googled something and got 1 result ! the run competions for that stuff any way "justjimmy shirts morning" with out the quote will do it

http://www.blackjackinc.com/ProductImages/justjimmy/shirts/jj_ducks_twofer_girls_s.jpg

EDIT: thanks to jer i haev found the shirt
http://www.boscovs.com/StoreFrontWeb/Product.bos?itemNumber=44842&type=Product

Song of Exile - CAITLíN MATTHEWS

ah yes sometimes it just happens- becuase matt is not home i have had the opertunity to watch king aurther       again - how evert in case some of you have missed this .... i have been searching for the lyrics/score for the song  that Bors  lady sings anout going home - i can not find it any plae and i'm sure ther is more that what ended up in th move - no i have audio tracks lifted from the movie but not the full copy - i have found who wrote the darling thing - how as we know ther evil empries suck and Disney did not publish it .. WTH wel that according to someone on amazon - but still shitdoes any one own a book by JOHN or CAITLíN MATTHEWS.

I need their mailing address they do acourding tothe web reply to wriiten letters - so yes i have to have that music - it speaks to my soul *HAVE*  to ! sigh also what in the works is postage to the UK from the states ..... and how long does a letter take to get ther ?

 right i have the publishing address and will b sending mail ther this week - to beg for at least the lyrics

For those searching for the song "We Will Go Home", December 17, 2005

Reviewer:

Rosa Luxembourg (Melbourne, Australia) - See all my reviews

The unaccompanied song sung by Vanora, girlfriend of Bors (Ray Winstone) in the film is called "Song of the Exile". It was composed and sung by Caitlin Matthews, a writer on all things Celtic and druidic, who along with her husband John was a consultant on the film.

Unfortunately, a problem at Disney resulted in this song remaining unpublished. This is a major omission from the album, which is otherwise excellent.