May. 3rd, 2006
Much emo below
May. 3rd, 2006 04:05 pm*LOUDLY POPS OPEN A WINDOW*
i hate :
where i'm working b/c they keep lying to me -
where i am in life b/c i can't afford to follow my dreams with out going flat broke -
living in a life where one person has temporaitly walked out of it -
having only 4 footed "childern" for company
knowing that i can't go and do b/c i am just not making enought $$
knowing that i don't have something lined up after this
realizing that it's not going to be better for a long time years even
not being me b/c i can't/ or don't know how any more
needing a moment to be weak and not having anyone to be strong so i have to just keep going
*STEAM COUNTINUES TO VENT*
i go home now
i hate :
where i'm working b/c they keep lying to me -
where i am in life b/c i can't afford to follow my dreams with out going flat broke -
living in a life where one person has temporaitly walked out of it -
having only 4 footed "childern" for company
knowing that i can't go and do b/c i am just not making enought $$
knowing that i don't have something lined up after this
realizing that it's not going to be better for a long time years even
not being me b/c i can't/ or don't know how any more
needing a moment to be weak and not having anyone to be strong so i have to just keep going
*STEAM COUNTINUES TO VENT*
i go home now