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honestly i don't know what is wrong with me - perhaps it's seasonal blues - i am just terrible not happy - there is nothing wrong. i just can seem to shake the feeling there is something more i could or  should be doing and since i don't know what the hell that is then i shall have to keep after it

i have xmas gifts to by next week as the paychecks are falling out weird this year

 i have a house, a cat , a job, food and some spending monies - what the hell do i have to be upset about