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i've got to get the food thing figured out  i ate better today but then i'm not hungry at night, the kiddo id still moving about so he's got plenty of sugar.

 i don't like eating alone and i know that's part of it and this week that may be fixed James and i might be on a closer  work schedule  so we can eat together but i'm tired of junk food so i don't wanna go out and get something and we are trying to be stingy with Cash so taking my self oput to dinner(which sounds great) is not a good idea either

i'm really excited i want december here now  if the finances are there  in theory i can be off work for the kiddo starting the4 th of december and i get 6 weeks after i deliver


i could really use the time away from work with nothign to do but get my house in order and get ready for the baby but have a feelignt hat i'll be working till i get pretty close to delivery  it's just who i am and also it's a stuidly busy time at work, i keep hoping they will cave and let telecomute from home  but i have a feelign that it will not happen

 and as the fall gets here i'm wanting to go camping and get out more  but the doc and James this this is a stupid idea.  we will see i also need to maeka trip up to dallas to see the godkids and C&J perhaps the state fair ? not too sure work scheilsdes are coming out soon and so are anual reviews (gag) they made do a swlf review i'm not sure why b/c from a dry numbers point i sucked ass this year  from linz hung in ther and busted ass while sick perspective i freaking rocked their f'ing socks