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phoenix_arose so lindsey issues today
1. Money - it makes me uptight - why well becuase when i was growning up i was frequently worried about it not that i starved but there where a few times where it scared the crap out of me at age 10-14. So when matt an i hookeed up he handled the money and let meknow what we had and what $$ we could play with i was no longer invovled with the bills. This was a very good thing becuase we are moveing i have been made aware of the money thing again and while i'm not going to have a break from haveing to know the money situation in the house it does eat at me. so that is part of my beingh stressed lets make that stress level at 2 and about 15% of the total stress
2. Moving involves Change = crazy lindsey - i am fundamenatlly opposed to change - why i guyess b/c i have seen lots of changes and not a lot of them good or the good change and then a shoe drops and it all goes to shit - i don't have a fear of the dark =unknown . I have a clear fear of falling , this suggests control isses. Not hights i love being high up, i love flying - i can not stand to fall and that includes 2 inches from squatting to butt on the floor. i won't be able to control every change that will be happeneing . normally i'm not a control freak with other people myself yes - for example - the box of cayons in my art supplies is in the same order that i bought them.so i hate moving - but i'm in love with the house so i will deal. stress level 6 and 30% of total stress
4.okay so PMS makes me all weepy - this is stupid i hate being that wasy it also brings everything in to super sharp focus for me so everythign is 5x more intence that it really is, and while i know this it's still hard to ignore stress level 2 and 25% of total
5. Work- okay here is the thing i thin there is going to be a badgeing round really soon and i want to getin on that but there are things that i'm NOT showing that i'm performing well at todday i could have had a 93 % if i had verified the bloody issue - this is like
"hi i would like to return this item b/c my son already has one"
"great, so you would like to return that item ?"<------ verifing the issue
"alright ma'me/sir it'll get that return set up for you "<--------not verifing the issue but solving the problem
so i useally go for the second one b/c i want to actually solve the problem - this is think is silly but i'm stuck with it - so i am now going to type the call flow out and pin it to my desk at work becuas ei'm tired of loseing points over something like that
Stress level 10 and 40% of stress
So average stress level is 5 and it's at 110% at about 150% i quit everythign and take 3days off
- money makes me very uptight
- Moving involves change= chenage makes me a basket case
- PMS induced stupidness
- work
1. Money - it makes me uptight - why well becuase when i was growning up i was frequently worried about it not that i starved but there where a few times where it scared the crap out of me at age 10-14. So when matt an i hookeed up he handled the money and let meknow what we had and what $$ we could play with i was no longer invovled with the bills. This was a very good thing becuase we are moveing i have been made aware of the money thing again and while i'm not going to have a break from haveing to know the money situation in the house it does eat at me. so that is part of my beingh stressed lets make that stress level at 2 and about 15% of the total stress
2. Moving involves Change = crazy lindsey - i am fundamenatlly opposed to change - why i guyess b/c i have seen lots of changes and not a lot of them good or the good change and then a shoe drops and it all goes to shit - i don't have a fear of the dark =unknown . I have a clear fear of falling , this suggests control isses. Not hights i love being high up, i love flying - i can not stand to fall and that includes 2 inches from squatting to butt on the floor. i won't be able to control every change that will be happeneing . normally i'm not a control freak with other people myself yes - for example - the box of cayons in my art supplies is in the same order that i bought them.so i hate moving - but i'm in love with the house so i will deal. stress level 6 and 30% of total stress
4.okay so PMS makes me all weepy - this is stupid i hate being that wasy it also brings everything in to super sharp focus for me so everythign is 5x more intence that it really is, and while i know this it's still hard to ignore stress level 2 and 25% of total
5. Work- okay here is the thing i thin there is going to be a badgeing round really soon and i want to getin on that but there are things that i'm NOT showing that i'm performing well at todday i could have had a 93 % if i had verified the bloody issue - this is like
"hi i would like to return this item b/c my son already has one"
"great, so you would like to return that item ?"<------ verifing the issue
"alright ma'me/sir it'll get that return set up for you "<--------not verifing the issue but solving the problem
so i useally go for the second one b/c i want to actually solve the problem - this is think is silly but i'm stuck with it - so i am now going to type the call flow out and pin it to my desk at work becuas ei'm tired of loseing points over something like that
Stress level 10 and 40% of stress
So average stress level is 5 and it's at 110% at about 150% i quit everythign and take 3days off
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