clothes up for grabs
Jul. 28th, 2005 10:32 pmi have painted nails =) and toes =) ihave sorted out some laundry - how ever this was not THE storting of clothes that needs to happpen - that will require faceing "the-i'm-not-100lbs-saoking-wet-and-18-anymore" monster. it envoles hoping in and out if clothes i have loved since i was in High school and now i can't fit any more.
this isn't a bad thing really i just like them so damned much
the back part of my brain: jeez you could keep wearing them if you were not to damned fat - haha -
rational brain: i am not fat i have been pregnate i am not in my "teens" any more and i like how i feelin this body - it could stand some work buti can lose the the 25 from any place - other than removeng an arm =)
i need help with the evil monster in my room and closet any one who wants my clothes shout but you will be forced to hang about while i fight the deamon =)
this isn't a bad thing really i just like them so damned much
the back part of my brain: jeez you could keep wearing them if you were not to damned fat - haha -
rational brain: i am not fat i have been pregnate i am not in my "teens" any more and i like how i feelin this body - it could stand some work buti can lose the the 25 from any place - other than removeng an arm =)
i need help with the evil monster in my room and closet any one who wants my clothes shout but you will be forced to hang about while i fight the deamon =)
Um perhaps
Date: 2005-07-29 07:49 am (UTC)Re: Um perhaps
Date: 2005-07-29 01:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-29 01:36 pm (UTC)You are now a delightfully curvy woman (the one in the mirror).
It may be necessary for you to make some wardrobe adjustments, but the results so far are stunning.
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Date: 2005-07-29 01:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-29 02:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-29 04:29 pm (UTC)I thought we had the "fat" discussion....
Date: 2005-07-29 02:51 pm (UTC)Nope, you are not too fat. Not by 5 pounds, or 10, or 25. You have a lovely body, nicely shaped, and very much worth staring at. I have heard other ladies comment on how good your body is. Those models aren't real. (For the record, you are too skinny for my tastes, but I have learned that how you feel about yourself is what is most important. In my mind, you are a beautiful, desirable lady, however much you weigh.)
I would, however, never say that "I am an arm or a leg too heavy" comment in front of Aline. She'll ask you to pick one and then offer to rip it off for you......(And there are several others that would do the same thing....)
As for the clothes: one thing that might help is to pick one or two of your favorite outfits, the ones you cherished most, and burn them at Samhain. Let go of what you can no longer use, and move on.
Re: I thought we had the "fat" discussion....
Date: 2005-07-29 05:12 pm (UTC)fine idea that - *mental note to get this clothes set aside*
i actually feel pretty good this morning even though i have to wear a shirt under the shirt .... it'sone i would wear in non muggle land with out the tanktop under it i did my nails my toes legs are hair free and i feel pretty good about life - and yeah 90% of the timei'm really happy with my body but the deamon has a name and now i'm going to kill it =) there are other who willove them as much as i do =) thay can go on words
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Date: 2005-07-29 06:22 pm (UTC)I don't have any music on the web, something I should get into. Mikael might've put some stuff up, not sure. definitely, in the coming weeks, we ought to have something put together. pictures from the shows, maybe even video, and alas, music.
tell me more about this person.
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Date: 2005-07-29 10:02 pm (UTC)Yay another demon buster =)
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Date: 2005-07-31 08:31 pm (UTC)demon buster ay?
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Date: 2005-08-01 01:18 am (UTC)