Mid-Day Report
Aug. 15th, 2005 04:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phoenix_aroseDaily Lesson: 2 of swords :
a women blindfolded by a golden band, two swords crossin frount of the moon. the women is experianceinf a conflict between her intellect and and the less rational intuitive ascpets of herself. Ironicaly her face seems calm as if she is unaffected by the conflict . Unllike the HPS she does not dance btwn the in=tellect and intuition she is unengaeged makein no progress the battle btwn heart and mindis still un resoleved. Facing adeciaion and you are unsre - must remove blind fold and lookat the situation - likely knowing what to do but are afraid - Warning : pertending it's not there won't make it go away
My thoughts: You wanna know something ..... this couldn't be more accurate - you see Matt has a job offer - this job would allow him (only cause we just signed a lease) to say in austin for a year to train then he would have the store of his choise to transfer to but that would mean moving out side of texas. i have mental issues with this 1) we arer not married (yet) and there fore i'm not sure i want to move forever far away from family and friends with out at least plans for being engaged or being engaged or being married - 2) i really like austin and would like to stay here. my heart knows that it's all gonna be fine - but my head keeps getting in there and pushing my heart around
Mood: morning = out of it
Dreams:just good sleep
Intention:Good "quality" calls
a women blindfolded by a golden band, two swords crossin frount of the moon. the women is experianceinf a conflict between her intellect and and the less rational intuitive ascpets of herself. Ironicaly her face seems calm as if she is unaffected by the conflict . Unllike the HPS she does not dance btwn the in=tellect and intuition she is unengaeged makein no progress the battle btwn heart and mindis still un resoleved. Facing adeciaion and you are unsre - must remove blind fold and lookat the situation - likely knowing what to do but are afraid - Warning : pertending it's not there won't make it go away
My thoughts: You wanna know something ..... this couldn't be more accurate - you see Matt has a job offer - this job would allow him (only cause we just signed a lease) to say in austin for a year to train then he would have the store of his choise to transfer to but that would mean moving out side of texas. i have mental issues with this 1) we arer not married (yet) and there fore i'm not sure i want to move forever far away from family and friends with out at least plans for being engaged or being engaged or being married - 2) i really like austin and would like to stay here. my heart knows that it's all gonna be fine - but my head keeps getting in there and pushing my heart around
Mood: morning = out of it
Dreams:just good sleep
Intention:Good "quality" calls
