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[phoenix_arose]

i am mad this morning !!!

backround:
Mt kid brother move to st. joe missouri about a month ago with a friend of his and an old friend of ours - they are supposed to be up there working on music for a label. i have no idea what that is all about i honestly didin't want to knkow to many details., 'cause then i would worry lot. So in the month that they have been there the rose colored glasses were removed.
there was much talk of certain people just going home b/c it was too hard. My brothers friends has a baby girl here in town that lives with her mother.

So what has upset me this morning ....

our friend and my bro's friend are coming back to austin .... where is my bro still in St. Joe. That's really not cool ( i'm being a hyper reactive sister here - no fault being put any place) also i'm pissed b/c the reason that at least my bro's friend has to come back is b/c his daughter died.

from cubaricans journal
"Aiden...

Pauls daughter... has passed from us. she was just over a year old.

complications from flu-like stuff.

a beam a hope has been snuffed."

how the fucking hell does a one year old die from the flu - and how did they not know that she was sick abnd why wasw she not at hospital er something ... grrrr this is so upsetting to me and it's not like it's my kid even - Paul is a very naice kid and i can't imagine what he's going thru on the 12 hour drive back.

i'm feeling much better today on "me" issues - but i'm still upset about this how babydying stranding my kid brother thing - once again not blaming just emoting about it

Comments

[theoldone.livejournal.com]

That is "a bit" disturbing.
Infants do die from serious diseases (like flu), but not often.
If they have no insurance, she would not have been admitted to a hospital. There may be other factors, but it's enough to make anyone mad.

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

i don't know, i'm only a mom to 2 cats and a dog but i've gone with out alot of things including food when one of my cats was sick and had to go to the vet .....

and that fact that this is 2006 baby's should ne be dying of that either for lack of insurance or correct treatment

[swem.livejournal.com]

here linz check this shit out

this is all pauls lies

....my daughter dying...hell I lied about having a daughter. I'm just a big fucking pussy who can't handle being in Missouri, so I had to make up a shit excuse to whine my way back. Only my own mother who told me about my child dying, doesn't even know the child exists. Oh not to mention, she died in two different ways. It was crazy. She has no birth record and no death record. None of my friends have even met her.

....Chelsi and I only had sex once and it was soooo horrible for Chelsi, she wouldn't touch me again.

....I was never in the coast guard. I was really staying with my friend Dori.

....My dad he isn't dead. I know I know, he had a heart attack, but wait he also was killed by a drunk driver.

....Brittany and Melissa, they aren't obsessed about me, I just really am pathetic.

....I didn't have sex with Molly, I forced myself on her to, but she refused me, not to mention when I pushed myself on Brittany... Oh wait, then there was every other girl with any level of intoxication at Melissa's house whom I tried so despretely to get with. They all turned me down.

....The first time I was in Missouri I was afraid to sleep in Melissa's room, however I apparently had sex with her and Gretchen and I played them both. Only I really didn't get laid at all.

....I didn't impregnate Gretchen and she didn't have an abortion.

....I also don't have naked pictures of Gretchen in my email.

....Those cool private tattoos on my side....they also don't exist.

....Me moving to Missouri because I had a record deal up there, yeah really I moved there with nothing. Because I am a loser.

....That surgery that was so severe from my first week in Missouri, that I didn't almost make it. If I didn't stop smoking I'd die within months, that really was just some excess fluid in the lungs and bronchitis. My thirteen or so meds, was really three. One of which was an inhaler.

....I really worked at a Taco Bell, not a record store. I wasn't cool enough for that job.

....I tend to be a little more intoxicated than most. However everyone else in the house, would wake up near a toilet, hungover, bleeding, bruised, or still drugged, however I was always juuuuuust fine. Apparently I can out drink alcoholics.

....The chick from Straylight Run, we totally hit it off and she called me and I have her screen name and secretly we talked for like only 5 minutes.

....Jen and her sister, well I fucked them both, but once again, the sister is non existant.

....and I was never engaged to Candice. Who apparently turned straight for me.....but really did turn lesbian after dating me the first time. I cried like a whiny little emo boy over her because she broke my heart so bad.

....Everything about me is worse than you. I'm the ultimate emo child. I think I'm better than you.

....Chelsi never snuck to my house and never stayed the night.

....and if anyone can think of anything else I lied about, let me know. :) I'll be sure to post it.

....I'm a huge fucking pathological liar, and I believe these things are true, however I fucked up, and now I've failed at keeping my lies up. I'm a failure.

[aronal.livejournal.com]

I can't believe Brac would have turned away a sick child, I've known plenty of people who didn't have insurance and payment arrangements were made later (certain tall guy now working for the sherrif's office comes to mind).

Did your brother choose to stay up there, maybe he's shacking up with a new girl friend or something. He's a big boy, he'll learn to look after himself, or he'll find a way to get back home. It does sound like a screwy situation all round though.

[perfect-drug.livejournal.com]

yes i can't see them doing that either - appeerntly things got weirder all the way around - [enter the drama]

i talked to him when i got off work and he's pretty content up there - he shacked up with a girl and his band mates (the ones not from here) ..... see above for dramtic effect