top 2 quotes for the last 2 weeks

[phoenix_arose]

     
“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.”
 Mother Teresa quotes


Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you....
The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her". ~ Annon.

i had a good weekend, where there things that would have made it better, yes. But i had good meal with family on sunday. they fussed and told me how pretty i looked ect. it was nice they almost never do that =)


Matt failed to come in ni understand that he watched the golf match and at some point did grace C.  and J.  with his presance diud he call no  did he answer my calls no did he answer my texts no  - but that's okay - is he supposed to be calling me tonight (his words not my req)  yes    do i think it's goign tohappen no  but that's okay - i'm working to make the wall around my heart so that i can let other people on  but not the shit kicked out of my feels on a daily basis


 also  i have been working with bastet she's not trilled withthe work but she's helping so that willhave to do -  *sigh* 

  the second quote up there  - i thought i had that guy i thought that guy proposed to me - i thought i had my life in order and things were okay  i whoudl hae known better it was an other ruse and lie by someone who 'loves" me - like my parents did  its all conditional  they don't mean to lie they just over proxe and never deliver