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Apr. 19th, 2007 02:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phoenix_arosei use livejournal as a theorpy tool i actually go back and ready the thigns that i wrote years ago months ago -
it i'm having a hard time with feeling my polite society mask in place - the one that makes me someone who people like knowing - today the raw dark beast is refusing to make nice with the mask
Today i am dangerous - it's not that i feel dangerous it's that i am dangourous - i have ben lashing out at peopl who have done nothing to deserve it - work up thismorning and plotted how to destroy a frineds trust and felt good about - i'm stilling at my desk hopingthat by the time i eat at 4 today i will have gotten to a place wher i'm not going to want to act on these feelings anymore
some times it's safe to just hide
it i'm having a hard time with feeling my polite society mask in place - the one that makes me someone who people like knowing - today the raw dark beast is refusing to make nice with the mask
Today i am dangerous - it's not that i feel dangerous it's that i am dangourous - i have ben lashing out at peopl who have done nothing to deserve it - work up thismorning and plotted how to destroy a frineds trust and felt good about - i'm stilling at my desk hopingthat by the time i eat at 4 today i will have gotten to a place wher i'm not going to want to act on these feelings anymore
some times it's safe to just hide
