Love Actually
Dec. 8th, 2004 02:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
phoenix_aroseWhat makes be feel the way i have been .... love.
Desires are met and fullfilled and life is moving smoothly along. And for the most part i have stopped waiting for the bottom to drop out.
Baby steps. they work sometimes it's hard it make them because you are wanting to reach your goal and the path is clear, but then you don't get to enjoy the ride, or walk as much.
I think that's going to be my goal for the next year to try to take life slower, watch the changes better, indulge in things that nurture my soul and body. Take more time to do things i always put off for later. Like writing hand written letters to people instead of just sending e-mail and text messages, acepting myself for who i am and quit feeling ashamed about it, coming out to my family about being pagan sothat's all out of the way, walking throught the bantaical gardens here at least a few days a a month, or perhaps taking pictures as the seasons change on a bi-weekly time period.
Any way i'm happy that's a good thing i'm in love THAT'S BETTER THING. Life moves on x-mas is 17 days away i need to go shopping - i need to take matt to natural magic soonish - herbs and tea and stuff are there.
rambled out going for my cross stich - it's slow tonight it's the wednesday before payday and everyone is broke.
Desires are met and fullfilled and life is moving smoothly along. And for the most part i have stopped waiting for the bottom to drop out.
Baby steps. they work sometimes it's hard it make them because you are wanting to reach your goal and the path is clear, but then you don't get to enjoy the ride, or walk as much.
I think that's going to be my goal for the next year to try to take life slower, watch the changes better, indulge in things that nurture my soul and body. Take more time to do things i always put off for later. Like writing hand written letters to people instead of just sending e-mail and text messages, acepting myself for who i am and quit feeling ashamed about it, coming out to my family about being pagan sothat's all out of the way, walking throught the bantaical gardens here at least a few days a a month, or perhaps taking pictures as the seasons change on a bi-weekly time period.
Any way i'm happy that's a good thing i'm in love THAT'S BETTER THING. Life moves on x-mas is 17 days away i need to go shopping - i need to take matt to natural magic soonish - herbs and tea and stuff are there.
rambled out going for my cross stich - it's slow tonight it's the wednesday before payday and everyone is broke.
