phoenix_arose | updateing didn't used to be this hard

i've been trying to update for 3 days

I want kids. Not this year or even next year but sometime i would like to have kids. I want to be a mom, i think ihave finally stopped being afraid of being like my mother. it's kinda groovy that way. And for evryones peice of mind i'm not trying to get knocked up - i'm not wanting them now i just thing the idea has finally become apealing to me

In other news:

Racquet ball is a silly sport, watched matt and brad play it last night for like 30 min - i think it could be fun to play, if you ignored all the rules. =)
which also brings us to why i'm awake at th is ungodly hour, Matt had a racquet ball court reserved for 5am therefore i am now WIDE awake, mixing cd's and wishing i could have ink for my printer so that i could print the cool labels i made for them .

Work is going good i think, i haven't fucked up to much yet. most of it seems to be coming along okay - Matt leaving caused me a bit of grief last week, but i think that should be cleared up this week as he wan't supposed to be there any way.

Car is still not mine - poot - but soon enought goingt o spend my day today getting that taken care of. =)

other than that i have Spirit class tonight - need candles - i suppose that i can get that all together before 6 ---- hopefully i will have a car by then.

Good Moring every one