i will not be upset today

i will not cry today... men get fussy when women cry .. therfore there with be an unemotional lindsey girl at work today.hopefully

they got all pissy last night when i was stressed they just wanted to kick his ass not a valid option but that's kinda how it was

so while i'm feeling all mushy and emotional and gumpy and pissy i'm just going to keep my head down

and hopfully no one will poke at me too much -


i want to spend a weekend - like a real one - just hanging about doing nothing(watching eddy izzard)

But i think i can wait - because the next tiome i can get off will be CMA and that is something that i'm looking forward to alot .... i am finishing the necklaces this week and one who would like to help is welcome to volenteer . they need to get done and i haven't been motavated - home is werid right now - everyone is having thier own personal issuse right now so no one is ever home

( need cheese to go with the whine )

thinking

( hmmm does this sound familiar? )