thoughts - about alot of everything

i'm at work early again .... why there are alot of reasons most of which don't have a damn thing to do with me, but are important to someone else in my life so here i sit at work cant clock in for another 45min.

i'm tired and sore. not too bad and most of the nail polish is on the fingernails. except for the right pointer finger. which has a stripe missing - i should have fixed that last night- i'll do it tonight we are only booked for a 12 hour day today and i am early out! the boy works all day but i'm out early i think i'll go walk the mall or something.

i need call the eye dr. and get contarcts and if they aren't tooo exspencive 2 sets of them - i cannot work the holiday with my glasses. which is kinda strange.... my glasses make my eyes hurt when i'm looking at something close up but not when i am talking to people. with contacts my eyes don't get tired until i have left my contacts in for about 300x longer at a time than you are supposed too.

matt .... that is a whole other thing - faith - that what i need and paitance more of it - i have something and i want it. it's right in frount of me and i can't have it. must have faith and wait -- good lindsey. watched a walk to remember and the ya-ya sisterhood - not really great movies for needing faith thing one made me cry because that's what i want and the other made me wonder if i'm not to hard of a person to live with to have what i want.... eh FAITH


anyway enought rambling from i should go clock in now =)

have fun everyone

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wishing as requested

Step One
- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two
- Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. (though I personally think anonymously makes it all the more fun!)

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

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