I've been grinched

I really want to spend some time getting my house re arranged this week to accommodate the huge ass tree that is coming to live at my house


I really love Christmas i love the lights; i love the food; i love the gathering of people; i love the sprit of giving; i love the magic of Santa ; I love the hot drinks; I love church (the music and normally the scripture) since it's like the one time a year it's not all doom and gloom, plus it jives with my spiritual theory (the Sun is born).

I work in a retail environment where apparently customers feel like we are their personal punching bag and b/c we are here with that expectation there’s not a lot I can do but quit. Not a great option - but i get grinched every year by the end of back Friday I just want to shoot my fellow humans an it's hard to stay in the spirit when there is al this crap being flung at you all day my the week before x-mas I'm scrooged bah - humbug


But this weekend I'm going to put on holiday music and put up my tree - I'm going to have spiced tea and hot chocolate and mead and try and dowel in the Zen like moment of the lights on the tree and the family ornaments and the new matt and I ornaments


that's the plan any way =)