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Jul. 19th, 2005 09:44 amDaily Lesson: Nine of Swords:
a
woman sits up in bed with an owl looking in and 9 sword above her her
arms crossed over her chest as if to protect her heart. she is alone
and closed off - i would do well to reach out and find the
comfort and knowledge i need. it warns of isolation - pride is a luxery
i can't afford.
My thoughts: I think sometimes being connected with the universe is a pain - last night i didin't sleep worth shit i kept wakeing up all night - as soon as a work up matt was there and pulled me close to him and i would fall back a sleep - i know i need to reach out - henacce needed to see more of my friends but i'm not sure what's stopping me. also Makes sence i'm goign to start putting out there what i have been doing for the last 10 months since i stopped being active with "friends".
Mood: I'm sooooooo tired you don't wanna know
Dreams: a whole bunch that were supposed to be important and now i can't remember them
Intention: Want polite people who have questions that i can answer and problems i can solve - to have enought left at the end of today that i can go home anc clean my den and the cats
a
woman sits up in bed with an owl looking in and 9 sword above her her
arms crossed over her chest as if to protect her heart. she is alone
and closed off - i would do well to reach out and find the
comfort and knowledge i need. it warns of isolation - pride is a luxery
i can't afford.My thoughts: I think sometimes being connected with the universe is a pain - last night i didin't sleep worth shit i kept wakeing up all night - as soon as a work up matt was there and pulled me close to him and i would fall back a sleep - i know i need to reach out - henacce needed to see more of my friends but i'm not sure what's stopping me. also Makes sence i'm goign to start putting out there what i have been doing for the last 10 months since i stopped being active with "friends".
Mood: I'm sooooooo tired you don't wanna know
Dreams: a whole bunch that were supposed to be important and now i can't remember them
Intention: Want polite people who have questions that i can answer and problems i can solve - to have enought left at the end of today that i can go home anc clean my den and the cats