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[phoenix_arose]

Thursday
Okay thursday kinda sucked i was supposed to be driving out in the evening with ant but he called around 6 and said he wasn't going - so what kinda rocked was i got to see D. =)

Friday
Friday i got up packed camping stuff stopped by Grandma's stopped by Home and drove out to Pallas i actually ended up fallowing K.&D. out there - i was kinda pouty b/c D. wasn't coming with me but he had some valid reasons for not coming on Friday. I sent Ant & I's tents up and then drove most of the way back to put out balloons for ant. came back and sat through Friday night drunk club (woooops broke the 1st rule).

At one point we were joking around about banning people(for not wearin' the warlord of elephants' fave shirt and being late or not being there at all) and some how "if M. doesn't get here by 6 [My] virtue is forefit" came flying out of the warlords mouth - so then it became a count down. Well suficit to say M. showed up with about 22 min to go -- thank you !

Friday was pot luck, dead poets and small reval - i actually didn't end up staying up very late i had to drive in in the morning and well i just wsn't feeling very social.

Ant did make it out and i think he had a pretty good time - he came by to see if i was okay - i was but the engery was "wanky" so i just wan't real in to social activiy - i just it was just "charged" so i needed a break

Saturday
I got up drove in helped Mom withthe house and then went to work leaft a bit early and headed back out to ritual

OMFG - the ritual was wonderful
When i got there K. was in here tent getting ready and she handed me glowy "paint" for lack of a better word and the Warlord of Elephants and Mike decorated me - i had planned on wearing a shirt but - well it just didn't work out with thier art work - so for ritual i wore a light golden creme wrap the bearly covered anything and a black hip belt (a quiet one) and i had my hair up in Sticks so i wore my veil as a veil and did actually remember to put some thing in for the realse - I realse a relationship, guilt, pain, mistrust, second guessing myself; i sent messages to a recently passed on friend actually two and then family; i also made my peace with the goddess.

As we walked the path to the Veil we met several people and

*~*~*~Sidenote: i just can't seem to get my beleifs down to one panthon - i can't seem to find any few God/ddess to deicate my self to sooo.....*~*~*~

i was acutally really struck with Anbis and Maat - i don't know why i think i'm going to try and get the words they used an look back on them -

After M. set the pyre on fire and the coffin burned was began the celibration of new year - i danced for hours and hours - it was wonderful - i should make more occations to do it actually. after a while our wonderful drummers got tired and we were all sitting about talking and faeryeprincessstarted singing "all that Jazz" - i happen to have it up in my car on a boom box so we ran up and got it - and performed a rather impromptu i now think somewhat infamous routine to "all that Jazz", althougt to be fair i think faeryeprincess was better dressed for it and somewhere in ther D. was vote biggest Idiot of Samhain for not being there i beleive the quote was

"the movie Chicago soundtrack ..............................$15.99
Samhain Revel fire .........................................$50.00
Watching Dave's girlfriend dance naked to all that jazz.....Priceless"

It was nice to have my family there to tell me that i wasn't crazy and that they where there to help conjole D. into comingout more - not that they mind seeing me

At any rate it was good i stayed out with mamma wolf and a few other people till it got late and i finally got warm again

Sunday

I got up when down for Caffine ALL HAIL THE GODDESS CAFFINA and chated till it begain to drizzle and stuff when the drizzle broke i went a broke down my tent and stuff and said my goodbye s and headed to austin help mom clean - did that - went to work and than the n went to see D. had really yummy Pho noodles and spend several hour in the hot tub and then well - at any rate i had a really good time with him last night *smirk*

Monday

Yes i do know that monday is not even remotely part of anyone's "weekend" but i am still posting on a monday and i thought i would include it

Work was slow[poot] and so i have been here by myself since 2:30 although i have gotten some Witches ball stuff done witch was good - after i leave here i am headed to mom's place to try on the mock up of my dress =) *woooooohooooooo* so yeah it's all coming together rather nicely - off to e-mail my self some grafics

that is all back to your regular programing